Break The Silence

2008-06-05T14:55:00.003+08:00

3 weeks! todays the 1st and im feeling so uncomfortable alrd... =( seriously, i thought over what she'd said to me that night before the alaska trip. i find that i shld be more bold and less boring.

ill wait till she comes back, ill wait... im so bored now. i kinda regretted hw we spent our last night tgt leh, we shld have done something last night to make that day unforgettable. =)

2008-06-01T18:33:00.001+08:00

heyy! felt so guilty that day, i couldnt do anything to make her feel better! well at least i tried... when i wiped those tears off her face, my heart really ached. dun worry babe, everything would be alright, i love ya.

2008-05-25T21:07:00.004+08:00

havent been posting for a while, so yea, i shall make an effort to post more often.
i lost control of myself today, and i cried. so what, doesnt mean boys cant cry. =)
i was trying my best to hold back my tears but i couldnt. well i feel better now. anyways babe, if youd ever see this post, : i wont find another yup. not now, not ever.

whenever i screw things up,
whenever i am down,
whenever i am lost,
whenever i am lonely,
youll always be there for me, whenever, wherever.
just know that where ever u might be, even if we/re at the ends of the world,
ill never forget you, our hearts would stil be linked as 1.

DEAR GOD- avenged sevenfold.

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

-end-

babe, ill be waiting to see you again, even if its just for a few seconds, it doesnt matter. ill be thinking of ya everynight. hopefully when u look up into the alaskan night sky and see all those stars, itll remind you of my sparkiling eys. =)

2008-04-03T15:40:00.002+08:00

MR VA-CHYE-NA.wtf sia he. if he sees this post, im sure he come finding me. oh well, todays ENGLISH class was super boring, every1 was like not paying attention, throwing stuff around and making our class smell much better. (with the smashed up fruits at the back of the class) MR CHYE-NA was like "bastard la you all, 1hr plus lesson cant even finish a single worksheet!" What a joke. but hes somewhat a nice guy too. ( i hope he sees this, so maybe he can pull up my marks)

did you guys view him on friendster? well i suggest you add him. :)

2008-03-31T21:21:00.001+08:00

Love Me- Collin Raye. 'my respects for him'
"I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept in his his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said, Boy, you might not understand.
But a long, long time ago...
Grandma's daddy didnt like me none
But I love your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is wad it said
CHORUS

If you get there before i do
Dont give up on me
Ill meet you when your chores are through
I dont know how long Ill be
But Im not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
Ill be loving you Love me.

I read those words just before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
Where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry
In all my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
CHORUS

Between now and then
Till I see you again
Ill be loving you Love me.

Meaningful song. Wonderful. great song there. I WANNA PERFORM THIS SONG.

2008-03-24T19:45:00.006+08:00

ive nothing to do now thats why im posting. life has been smooth flowing for me these few months cos ive found someone i really love. HAHA. but i feel so happy whenever i see her smile, sad when i see her frown. (tho she usually doesnt) she easily affects my daily mood. =) oh ya and shes been teaching me lots of new stuff, IT FEELS GREAT SERIOUSLY. i realised now that a relationship includes both emotional and physical stuff. HAHA :D

okay okay my monitor position is in danger cause ive not been paying much attention in class lately, so i bttr pay more attention! ALL THANKS TO ERNIE and XIANG JIE, how do you want me to concentrate. oh oh, plus that H. ben he keeps turing arnd and giving me that wierd smile that makes me go " Horny Ben!" then he will say something like... "i missed u marcus" then im like... " i missed you too ben". xD LOL gays. Yup. haha.

2008-01-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

eh retarded sia. our class tshirt is going to be out soon. yea. jue hong. im finally the monitor and ure the chairman again. damn u sia. nv let me be. I WN DER LER. anyways. im damn bored. SEC 2 BASTARD

2008-01-12T10:34:00.000+08:00

hey so for so long i have not posted. haha. okay now in a new class with alot of new frnds. my birthday just passed and i would like to thank Adrian Dylan and Jue hong for buying me presents, especially adrian and dylan for going out on my bday and partying with me! thx guys. haha

2007-12-11T11:25:00.000+08:00

havent been posting for a few days now. oh ya i almost forgot i spent like 10hrs at the geylang ntl library doing community work on the 7th dec^^ and it was so fun. we went arnd asking for ppl to sign the balls again-same old thing which we did for hrs and hrs. ok, we arrived at the lib at 945, we did some work like inflating balls and asking ppl to sign them. then at 1130 we asked the librarians if we could go for lunch and they said ok. there was this RGS girl who we were working with, and i tell u she was damn hardworking. me and mervin soon went frm geylang to bugis to have our lunch for like 2 hrs. so we came back arnd 130. when we came back the RGS girl was like complaining to us why we took so long then we told her that we went to bugis to have our lunch... lol. when we came back she run across the road to a nearby offeshop to eat her lunch and came back to work. we were damn slack la.we practically did nothing, all the work was done by the girl. so fun... we just stayed in the room, cutting paper and playing a fool lah. mervin soon looks hardworking but at times he can be so damn SLACK. lol

2007-12-05T19:26:00.000+08:00

ytd damn fun sia. me and mervin S. went to geylang east natl library and do some volunteeray work. tell u ah i was like damn pissed. i went frm bkt timah to bishan to orchard to little india to bugis to aljunied (geylang) then back to bugis. like wtf?!
its like we went abt singapore. all thx to mervin S la. i asked him to ask the bus driver which he called a shitbag, whether we were going to the GEYLANG EAST LIBRARY. then he asked the uncle if we were going to the "LIBRARY" so smart hor. then the bus driver thought we were going to the ntl library, and he said yes, 10-15 mins time.
thx to mervin we went abt like fools. LOL. nvm this friday also we are going to do it again. tell u ah, he is damn shy lor. he dun dare open his mouth ask ppl to sign the volleyball. LOL. then i asked some medothist girls to sign the ball. lol got one quite chio ^^ haha. hope to do this everyday

2007-11-27T18:20:00.000+08:00

ok. today was a sad day. my classmates and i went for Mr Stephen Loh's wake, a wonderful teacher who had just passed on. well, we saw many photos of him when he was young... he was a commando ler. sad lah. Justin even cried =(

so many ppl were there including those from NJC and his fellow friends. hai to think that he was gone so fast. So guys, this tells us that we got to treasure everything and every1 by our side this very instant. who knows wad could happen and youll live to regret it.

we also spoke to mr lohs mother and father... and i could tell they were devasted. when they asked us abt their son and hw we found him as a teacher, they wept even more then b4. haiyo... i miss him.

2007-11-23T12:56:00.000+08:00

BBQ postponed to 2 more weeks time!!! haiyo was looking 4ward to it ler. nvm. my bro got his psle result. 237. parents disappointed lor, tot he could get at least a 250. but nevertheless, i stil won him ^^ 245. haha. Guys, training would be held next week, wednesday.

2007-11-14T12:35:00.000+08:00

Okay. now kelvins the boss of KL. ok lor. next time if im going to KL ill seek yr permission first k? LOL. anyways holidays so sian. every wed fri and sat also have bball training... WAD is this la. holiday supposed to rest ler. walao then im also vr broke. anyways, my father also owes my 50 dollars. cos he betted* with me $50 on who would get a higher score on bowling. HAHA and i won. hehe. so easy la, haha.

and i find Singapores movie rating vr stupid. i went to msia and i watched the show lions for lambs and SG rated it nc16. crap la. SG said that there was war violence. siao. no not violent. and i also watched Resident Evil -Extinction. the story line vr simple la. alot of killing and fighting. the woman like cnnt die one. haha. anyways, i have the dvd. any1 interested to watch? can loan for me lor. just dun have nightmares aft that. LOL. now the show beowolf also cnnt watch. NC16. crap

2007-11-11T12:26:00.000+08:00

trip to msia over lia. many funny things happend since. tell u ah, my father and brother all the same one. so clumsy and funny. oh ya, i went to genting and kl if u all are curious. so fun sia. any1 wnt to come? youre welcome. HAHAHAHA.

2007-11-03T15:54:00.000+08:00

im going msia tmr! finally sia. waited so long for the trip. todae nothing much happend, we just packed and packed and packed our clothings... oh ya and my father bought another laptop. quite nice ler. IBM der. mines outdated i also want a change... since my bday coming soon hor. haha. todays the 3rd... so in abt 4 weeeks time. yea. someones bday is on the 13th hor. i havent forgotten. well, i still have to wish her a happy bday no mttr wad. signing off guys. bye.

2007-10-30T12:56:00.000+08:00

i love music.it takes me over. guitar fractn coming up again lers. yes. can compete again. im in the c2o6 group. not bad la. we just need to practise more often at the jamming studio... GUYS WORK HARDER. i dont want to lose by a little like last time again. XD we must win this time lor.

anyways matthew, tmr got training meh> adrian nv tell mi... nvm. wad time is the training? wad tim eu wan me to come to yr house? call me bahs. haha.

2007-10-29T19:00:00.000+08:00

im damn angry lor. today we went to the passport renewal centre at lavender there and wtf, we waitied for 4 fking hours b4 we got our passport. somemore it was so crowded there... anyways , matthew i wan to go to yr house again+) XD. play basketball ler. now so boring...

2007-10-28T21:57:00.000+08:00

wa my back still hurts. sunburned. doubled! went to downtown east the wild wild wet there even tho i had been sunburned. now my back and shoulders are even *redder* than b4. and thanks joel for helping me to edit my blog.=) really appreciate it. im going malaysia this next sunday... cannt wait sia. and sorry sec 2BENEDICT. i cannt go for this yrs bbq partie. im in malaysia le. sorry ah. tinjun. matthew. baoxu. wilson. marcus low. ill miss u guys. sec2B forever! xD.

goodluck for entering the streams u guys opted for.

2007-10-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

red and hot, sunburnt. today basketball training la. wa kao. under the sun for 3-4 hrs. of course tio sunburn lor... weitai la. all his fault. for training today we ran 2.7km, some layup drills, shooting drills, formation Sarah, Radiance, Divine and oh shit i forgot i think is... michelle or something. aiya who cares la. andrew and rest showing us but we leaning against the bball ring slacking. zai lor.

next week: wed, friday and sat got training guys. MORE BONDING. we dont get to spend time like this u knw. SO treasure it. I miss BC. where he go? come bck le. Trainings so mch different w/o him...

yup today i also went to matthews house. ate, drank and fooled arnd in there. then we played bball with a girl called titaya. (Tee-ta-yah) she siao 1. come and slap my back for nothing. said wad heres a 'friendly-slap' then she also whack damn hard. kao. shes quite cute lah. matthew go aft her lah. haha.

2007-10-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

wow. long time since i last posted. anyways, ytd basketball training was easy. darwin, han and the rest not even jogging. GUYS, YOU ALL WERE WALKING. the pudge la, think he vr big. oh ya, he is. keep asking us to slow dwn. cos he CANT CATCH UP! haha. today we went to watch THE seeker, and it was crap. borrowed money from matthew close to 13 dollars and shard popcorn with TJ. tomorrow dylan still wants me to go out. GOD, im GOING BROKE.
went out on monday.
went out on tuesday.
went out on wednesday.
went out on thursday.
going out on friday.
crazy rite? yup. so wad? saturday? sunday? all i have left is 12 dollars guys... dylan treat me la. mayb i will go. LOL. anyways signing off. BYE

2007-10-03T14:33:00.000+08:00

ok left the literature on friday then its partie time. well on mon we still have home ed exam. i mean, who hard canit be la. so far the hardest exams were the geog, the maths and the chinese. well at least a liitle. now the exams are over, my blogs not gonna be dead. hear that erio !? and, want quarrell dun quarrell here la. im a guy of peace. chill.

2007-09-09T05:34:00.000+08:00

ok its been vr long since i last posted i know... so im kinda posting cause its to prove that ths isnt a dead blog. well anyways, thru-out the holidays, many things happened, and well, mostly bad. yup.
1. pangseh-ed my frns to go kayaking(very sorry)
2. pangseh-ed marc to go play lan and other things(very sorry too)
3. learning to play a song by kotaro oshio-damn nice.(e good thing)
4. obtained a new highest score for bowling-140.(e 2nd good thing)
so ya bad and good things. you knw, i still nv fail to think abtt my 1st kiss. cos somethings although gone, memories of it would still remain. i miss her! lol.

2007-08-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

ok we went thru the rounds for the selection for teachers day and it was H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E. HORRIBLE. we totally screwed up. ALOT. and we also chose the wrong or inappropriate song lor. Guys, Jerome and Chew Chee Beng dann funny sia. Fighting over to whom helping me tune my guitar?! LOL. they also damn cute. LOL. anyways, im blogging cos of some ppl who said ive not updated for ages... and sorrta true... so yea.GTG guys. Bye

2007-08-14T02:03:00.000+08:00

OMG i feel so guilty laa. haiyo... that marcus low so poor thing lor. had to beg strangers. All my fault la. i helped aaron tan to pay the difference for him then i had no more to help marcus low. well, looks like we lost track of the number of games we had played... we always thought it was 4 when it was 5. haiz. next time when we go bowling, please do count (ps. Kelvin;Marcus L.;Aaron)

2007-08-11T15:08:00.000+08:00

today i had tuition, later still going to celebrate my brothers bday. haiyo i want to go bowling again... although i jus did ytd. basketball training is going to start again, with me in charge of the "information" on whens the trainings. Zzz. im rather tired now, i guess ill just practise my e.guitar and get some slp. ltr going orchard again. sian! haha.

2007-08-08T16:34:00.000+08:00

today we went to a Jamming Studio At potong pasir, and i tell u guys, it was HELL lot of fun. We Jammed to the beat of Shadow of the day by LinkIn Park,Wake me up when september ends by Green DAy and lots of other songs lo. i played the solo in Shadow Of the day, and, IT WAS FrEAKING COOL. the song sounded soooo nice when the drum beat and the keyboard tunes came in. It sounded so... In tune? LOL. Michelle, call me, ive to tell u something u might not like to hear... but...haiyo wad am i saying. just call me laa. cya guys soon. Oh, and we're going to the studio again somewhere next week. FUN. haha

2007-08-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

having some problems with my maths, (always the case) and my performance on teachers day. WE CANT FIND A JAMMING STUDIO. wa lao. the serangoon 1 mus close now instead of all the days. freak la. EXAMS>PRACTISE. thats for my mum. for me,PRACTISE>EXAMS. haiz.
mus mug liao if not cannt pass maths. this time mus liao lo... and, for christ's sake, cant that freaking marcus low tell im taoing him? he is frking dumb at times lo. Marcus,thanks for wad u did. i REALLY APPRECIATE IT. anyways, feldman, i posted and updated. =P

2007-07-29T01:41:00.000+08:00

haiz today we headed dwn to PLMGS, and wow it was truly amazing. The school was freaking big and there were so many girls la WTH. oh god wad am i saying of course there would be girls there... its a girl school. Schools like SJI, CGS, MSHS, CHIJ St Nicholas, ACS[b],PLMGS and others all participated for the poetry slam competition... but eh we lost in the 1st round alread. LOL. must be due to the lack of practise laa. Sigh. Work Harder Guys, I will too! Oh ya btw, CHIJ St Nicholas girls were cute but not chio. LoL. our team 2 got into the 3rd round... but we only made it to the first =(
Kinda depressing but well, mus blame ourselves for the insufficient practise lor

2007-07-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

waaa tmr is my 2.4km run... then the day aft that, im going to my frns house to teach him his guitar. haiz. my life is so miserable.... but well, at least some still bother to cheer me up hor? haha. well thx to these ppl. really appreciate it lor. haha.

2007-07-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

i love music.it takes me over. well sooo many thing happened recently... wow dunno whether i can hang in there or not. And, wa kao the physics test was like.... freaking hard laa.WTH. test soo many wierd wierd qns der. hw to score well... sian. and, on fri me and matt are going to practise our song, and im gonna be the teacher ^^. haha XD. matt, ill charge by hrs der hor. haha. marcus low, since when u became like a cgs girl.... have family treee der? and who wants u to be my father? dream on man. haha Jk... matt is my sis LoL. haha. i didnt decide this... marcus low did. XD haha

2007-07-12T20:50:00.000+08:00

Love Me- Collin Raye. 'my respects for him'
"I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept in his his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said, Boy, you might not understand.
But a long, long time ago...
Grandma's daddy didnt like me none
But I love your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is wad it said
CHORUS

If you get there before i do
Dont give up on me
Ill meet you when your chores are through
I dont know how long Ill be
But Im not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
Ill be loving you Love me.

I read those words just before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
Where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry
In all my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
CHORUS

Between now and then
Till I see you again
Ill be loving you Love me.

Meaningful song. Wonderful. This song really inspires me. It cheers me up, lightens my burden. ALL listen up. This song is marvellous. Listen to it, you Wont get sick of it. 10 timesover. Learnt how to play on the guiatar. Matt you wanted to learn from me? Ill gladly teach you! =) Listen to this song!!!

2007-07-07T04:50:00.000+08:00

i love music.it takes me over. theres a music project to be completed. well, our project is to compose a song... my members, matthew, baoxu, tingjun, wilson and me. baoxu wld be writing the song, and i had been given the *priviledge* to compose the tune. well, i think im going to stick to the Akey, as wad my guitar teacher suggested for me to do. well, i ripped several chords and i found a good combination...

going for a literature briefing which eventually leads to the main competition... well, some of my frns knw why i wanted to take part... not mainly cos of the competition tho. haha. haiz. congruency and similarity. quite easy in the beginning, but as me move on, it gets HARDER. no joke. ive been twisting and turning my heaad jus to find the triangles the maths teacher was talking abt, but to no avail. so eventually, i had to draw the picture out -.-

[Musical Welfare 2007] watch out, im coming down with my new guitar, back in black.

2007-06-28T04:00:00.000+08:00

wow we have two new teachers this term.... wait. maybe three. well, anyways, one of them is Miss Lee, our science teacher. haha. the way she speaks is like.... so wierd. like a baby like that. so imagine a 30 year old odd teacher speaking like a cutebaby. haha. and theres our art teacher. haiz. she replaced our old art teacher Mr.Bronson!!! ill rather have him than the new teacher. All she does is scold scold scold. lol. today was the 1st time we met her and well, i got scolded by her. haix. erm yea so these are the new teachers lor. our school is quite boring so theres nothing to talk about... SHLD BE A MIXED. well me & my frns would love the environment there. LoL.
oh ya and ytd was my mums bdae...went to vivo city to celebrate...ate swensens. not bad, but expensive. lol. my father should have sang her a bdae song and i would love to see the look on her face. haha.

2007-06-25T03:28:00.000+08:00

sian. school starts today, and i dont even feel lke putting hw i spent my life for the last 4 weeks away... so yeah. im sianned.
Project-Not Completed.
Homework-More Or Less Done
Group Discussion Project (IPW)-Erm I* Have Not Touched It Yet. haiyo. Dead.

and many things happened recently im taking my time to reflect ^^ and wow. i placed a paper and a pen before me, and i started scribbling some loose *chords* on it...
G-C-D7-G-Am-Am7-
G-C-D7-
Fm#(C key)- F-Cm-
Fm#(C key) -F-Cm-
Planned
looking back on my life, i loved the way how it was planned,
now its taking its toll away from how it was meant to be.
I see the shining stars So far away from me,
Im reaching for it, Reaching for it...

*Im almost there...Just a inch away from The light.
And Now I slip... down i go into the deepest ruins.
Down i go into the darkest time. Down i go into total silence.
All I can do is gaze up into the night-lit sky. Gaze upon the shining stars.
Wondering when would i be able to see it Point-Blank.

Wad should i do? my innocence is killing me.
Wad should i think? that someones coming to rescue me.
Wad should i find? the freedom out of this place.
I see the shining stars So far away from me,
Im reaching for it, Reaching for it...

*Im almost there...Just a inch away from The light.
And Now I slip... down i go into the deepest ruins.
Down i go into the darkest time. Down i go into total silence.
All I can do is gaze up into the night-lit sky. Gaze upon the shining stars.
Wondering when would i be able to see it Point-Blank.

life is a blank sheet of blank paper. you got to write your way thru life...
Its not going to be smooth sailing but i'd tryyy. Again. again, And again!

* Im almost there...Just a inch away from The light.
And Now I slip... down i go into the deepest ruins.
Down i go into the darkest time. Down i go into total silence.
All I can do is gaze up into the night-lit sky. Gaze upon the shining stars.
Wondering when would i be able to see it Point-Blank.

Now I can hear myself. Now i can feel myself. Now i can find myself.
Use your Heart. It points you in the right direction you think you should go.
dun ruin how the way life was planned for you, but make use of it.

* Im almost there...Just a inch away from The light. And Now I slip... down i go into the deepest ruins. Down i go into the darkest time. Down i go into total silence. All I can do is gaze up into the night-lit sky. Gaze upon the shining stars. Wondering when would i be able to see it Point-Blank.
END

2007-06-22T18:34:00.000+08:00

wow the performance went absolutely well laah. haha. I want to thank all those who came to support me. i love u guys! haha. of course im not gay. ok anyways, today ill be going for a wedding dinner. its my cousins wedding dinner... wont be coming bck until like... 11 plus? PM. haha.

haiyo school is also going to reopen soon laa. hw i wish i didnt need to go bck to school. i guess im not the only one... HAHA. oh and about the class gathering thing last week... im sooo sorry guys. my frn poached me over to go LAN. sorry ar... but this isnt called ps'ing. he offered me a good deal so... yeah. haha. anyways , im soorrry. haha. well, im gonna take a bathe then change for the wedding dinner. cya

2007-06-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

eh sorry guys and gals. theres something wrong with my cbox lately... cannot read and post lor. haha. anyways, ill try and settle this prob asap. srry for the inconviniece caused... psps. anyways, anon and hopefulheart, even u ppl cant post on my blog, u ppl can still sms me! ill def return yr messages. 81274198. hope to hear frm u ppl soon. ill def get the cbox back on9. bye

2007-06-17T04:38:00.000+08:00

wow. recently i have annoymous people posting on my cbox tt they like me. Just who are u people? Haha. could be one of bo-liao classmates playing a prank. haha well i guess theyre not so free though... Anon u frm my tuition class? my church? frm my estate? who are u la... haha. and by giving me yr handphone number wont expose u, unless you are my classmate whos hp number i recognise. haha. and hopefulheart? hw did u find my blog? and, who are u? dont lie to me guys. i want the truth. haha. And anon, revealing yrself wont be embarrassing. haha. ive had more embarrassing incidents than this laah. haha. as u knw at times im quite blur de....

haiz school holiday no basketball training der... so sian. haha. mus train hard to get into the team. now my life is almost perfect. all i need is a girl who would love and care for me. haah. which wld nv be found again. ive learned to treasure stuff, including ppl. wow i sound so in-depth.well anyways, u cant call me desperate. im jus kinda lonely. haha. lol.

2007-06-14T02:16:00.000+08:00

yay ive learned a new song... and wld be playing it for the performance. LOL. bet u guys wanna know wad it is.
Okay, its a song by the band, Mcfly-Its all About You. Haha. cant wait to perform la... but... i onli got 2 supporters le... where are the rest?? Haha.

So today went lan... ya as usual... But i didnt want to go there one lor... my frn forced me into it. But well since he paid the lan for me... i foloed him lor. Haha.

This holiday No Homework to do... So sian. Any1 Need help wth Their hw? Ill help =)

2007-06-13T01:41:00.000+08:00

i love music.it takes me over. ok... one week more to the *performance* and ive yet to practise. well mayb its cos im too busy. Some people like *marc* (if u know who he is) takes up alot of my time. But well... i do Love company. Haha.

tomorrow ill practise my E.guitar and make sure my neighbours complain abt the noise im cr8ting. Lol. 2 ppl had contacted me since yesterday. Thx guys really appreciate it. Haha. u know, my school holidays has been vr boring this time rnd... So will s1 make it special?

Well i hope so. My results wernt promising this time *thx to s1 la* LoL. haha. but well, ill work harder and score a1 for every subject. Oh ya... And... All the best For Yr Dance competition J.N!
Good luck. dun forget me if u won. treat me to the movies! haha jk only laah. Jus focus. bye! ++++

2007-06-12T04:43:00.000+08:00

hi its been vr long since i last posted... haha. theres people wanting me to update... so ya. im doin so. haiz. two weeks of the school holiday passed liao. so fast la... my treasure the remaining time left lor. anyway tell u smth ar, during my stay in genting, i personally saw two lesbians for the fst time! LoL. they were like... 19 , 20 years old? no offence, but its was disgusting to see two matured ladies holding hands and hugging each other lah. But anyway, its not my probem...

Oh and i got another guitar. Kinda like a classical one not those electric ones. Haha. alrd got alot of those.... and, i wld be performing again. as usual at the diners club, so any of you who would want see my perform contact me and ill help u ppl reserve a VIP slot. But, the dining isnt cheap there. Haha. If ure going, contact me asap! for those who dont know my hp number-81274198

Dun spam me pls.

2007-05-31T01:23:00.000+08:00

Hi. Its been so long since i last blogged. well anyway here i am. over those few days, ive been:
Sleeping
Eating
Playing
Going Out with my frns
Sometimes, it really does get boring w/o girls. Would any1 be Willing to Keep me company>?
Tomorrows plan:
Sleeping
Eating
Playing
Going Out with my frns
Ya so... See life is vr boring now. Im Jus like a Sitting duck, waiting for school and basketball training to start...Haix. ya so today i went Lan. Tomorrow im forced to go Lan again by my frns. Life is miserable!!!! Haha. Well, at least some try and make my day. Like Marc. haah.

2007-05-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

wow. it has been awhile since i last blogged... haix. tomorrow i have to go for a camp liao. For 3 whole days le... im gonna die la. And, erm, michelle, i dunno hw to put this but, we cant be together. Really. even if youre mad at me, i still have to say this. Sorry... I just dont want to get myself into another relationship, it WILL NEVER turn out well. Believe Me on this. I have past experience. So... U wont blame me right>? And, i know tt U check My blog everyday, so, u would definately be reading this. thats why i posted what i wanted to say here. We can still be friends right? Ill still play u a song personally on My guitar on your Birthday. Ok? u can call me if you want. Bye.

2007-05-17T18:25:00.000+08:00

wow. my subjects all b3. haix. it was veing affected by s1 lor. you guys shld know...especially my classmates... you guys pity me, but do my teacher>? no. haha. anyways... my math. failed. sian. maths is so vr hard. really. no joke. haha. Tomorrow is the selection for the basketball team for the nationals and zone competitions... so.. yea. feeling nervous. very. today went to Lan again at beauty world. vr convinient 4 me and my frens. haha. owned them. LoL darwin... you not mad at me for owning u rightz? u bter not. haha.

2007-05-14T18:36:00.000+08:00

haix. another day gone. tomorrow have to go to school liao... sian le. somemore this sat and sun got church camp. aft that, we got school adventuer camp. omg la... im so freaking busy.... plus, tomorrow im gonna know my results le. if my maths passes, ill be vr grateful whom had taught me well. Haha. im going to practice my guitar now. byes

2007-05-12T21:14:00.000+08:00

well. Yea its Kinda Over so Ive got to Forget her. Well, Life has to go on... and theres No Point feeling sad or anything. So, My Advice: Dun get Into A relationship at This Age. Itll affecT u. No matter How Nice the Girl is to u. Anyways, Nothing Wld turn Out welll... Haha.

Now Still trying to Get over her Although I cant possibly erase my Memories Of Her (which i wished i could) Ill do Anything to Ask For God To Bless Me with The Power Of *forgetfulness* to forget everything tt Started.

Haha Anyways today Adrian came over And yea... we Went To weSt Mall Then Played some B.ball... Then headed Home to slack. Still Bloated over That packet Of chips I jus ate. Wow. So full. HAha. Hope More Days Like These Wld Come. Hope im Being Blesses With The power Of *forgetfulness*. U get wad i mean. HAha

2007-05-10T02:28:00.000+08:00

hI! im BacK AgaIn. I beGin EveryDay NOw, With A New HoPe, I wOnt GivE uP On my gF... im SUre One day I Would Be ABle To MOve HeR WIth My SincErIty. Well, I hoPe. Today I went Out With my Friends as Usual... played lan... watched a movie...Haix. Eng Teck... Sorry, But Ive Alread Watched Spider-Man Le.... Monday wANT me TO waTch agAin..... Haix. Today I Dont Have To go TO School... All The WAY tIll TuesdaY... sian. No BAsketBall. No More sqUabbles With my Frens. Haha. Im LookIng ForWard To Another Sunday And Spend More Time With Her. ( u Noe who). Welll... Im vr tired Aft We Walked Frm Cinelesuire to Far east Plaza Then Back Again, then To TakaShimaya. Wow> Haha. Missing u lots dear.

2007-05-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

haix... Ok... Ive Straightend out My thoughts. Im No Longer Angry With her. Haha. But, Wad Im Sure of, Is that, Ill nv Give Up On her. She Left ME too Many Happy Memories Alread... I bElive, One Day, Shell Realise Wad Im Doing. Hopefully. And Hopefully too, Shell Stop daoing me alread man. I feel So Left Out... AHHh

2007-05-07T13:51:00.000+08:00

HaIx. Tdays Maths wAs reaLly Hard. I Left Out Many qNs. Omg... I thInk This Time I canT pass Anymore man... ALl I can Do nOw is Pray Pray And PraY!

Today i And Adrian Also went To CoronaTion Plaza to Eat. im Still So Full lA. All that Chicken and That Big PLate Of Rice. Haha. The food There Is nOt Bad, Quite Delicious In FAct. Haha. But I didnt Even Knew It existed! Well... At least Now i knw... Haha. If Any1 Wants to Try Out their Chicken (fried) rice , Ill bring U there! Haha.

Well One More Day To go. Before My exam eNds! YAy. I jUst cant Wait to Spend More TIme With My Dear And all My frens La. We'll Go to the beach, to The park or evEn to The theme Park Where We'll spenD time Together... Haha How Romantic. Well, Its Only for Me and My Gf. Nt For My Other frens. haha

Ill go ANd study Liao. Still Got Chinese Paper On Wed. But< toMorrow No nEEd To Go to School. Haha. Lucky. Im Still mIssing U dear.... Although i Just saw U LAst Sundae... Haha. weLL, Off to those examination books Liao. Haha.

2007-05-06T13:04:00.000+08:00

yo. Todays Sunday. And im Felling vr Happy indeed. Haha. Today, I walked To ChurCh With My Dear And held HEr HAnds. I FeeL so Blessed La. HahA. Im Mad. She Always Sets My heart Racing Everytime I See her...

She Taught Me MAths ( well not alot but i do appreciate it) While i Taught her History. Another day Just Passed. I hope To Spend Days Like These More Often With her Man. Anyways, i still Need to go For tuition. bye.

Dear, Ill be Always Thinking of U =) HAha

2007-05-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

i love music.it takes me over. Another daY closer To thE Guitar cOmpetition. I need Support, Physically and Mentally la. Haix. Ive Nothing to Blog abt Today... ANother Boring Sat At Home. Miss You loads Dear. YOull Always Be on My Mind+) ( You Know who U are... ) haha. Ill go practice my Electric Guitar now ...bye!

2007-05-05T01:53:00.000+08:00

Sian. Monday still got exams... haix
My worst subject somemore...MATHS!

Wil Someone please Be my Personal Coach>? Anybody?
Haix... Nows 2 in e Morning. Nothing to do... Anyways, This is My first TIme Im Blogging.
Hope To Gain More Advice Frm You Guys!

ANd, Im having Some Problems In my Love Life. EverythIng I do, Just Dont FEel Right Without her La. I neeD Her... Omg. I stIll Cant Get her Of My mInd. Mayb Its bcoS I Love HeR toO MucH alReady LoR. Haha. wad Am I Saying>??? Btter go And Sleep Already. Nights!

Hey, My Dear, (you know who u are XD) just note THat Youll Be e Only One for ME and always On mY minD =).

2007-05-04T22:16:00.001+08:00

hey... Im so bored. really. i hate examinations la... Like who likes?. My god. Tomorrows Maths and i still havent gotten grasp of graphs yet. Im Failing ! Haix.

wads The Use Of Graphs When we can Use Simultaneous Equations la. Super chim La. SomeOne Help me Please!

Anyways, I only hAve Three More Days TO work hard... m i Even workIng HArd? Dun Think so... But Suprisingly, My history Still can Get a1 Without me studying... So... This Proves That... The paper was Vr eAsy lor. Haha

Another day Gone again. Dear, Miss U loads MAn. How nice We couLd Relive The days We Spent together... But On the Bright Side, The holIdays Are Coming! We Can Spend Time togEther Again! HAHA. LOve U so. I go And Revise My maths LIaos la.Bye. Dear, youll be The Only One fOr Me and Always on my mind...(You Know Who u are...) haha. Byes! @@@