Thursday 5 June 2008

3 weeks! todays the 1st and im feeling so uncomfortable alrd... =( seriously, i thought over what she'd said to me that night before the alaska trip. i find that i shld be more bold and less boring.

ill wait till she comes back, ill wait... im so bored now. i kinda regretted hw we spent our last night tgt leh, we shld have done something last night to make that day unforgettable. =)

Posted by mshs1234 at 14:55

Sunday 1 June 2008

heyy! felt so guilty that day, i couldnt do anything to make her feel better! well at least i tried... when i wiped those tears off her face, my heart really ached. dun worry babe, everything would be alright, i love ya.

Posted by mshs1234 at 18:33

Sunday 25 May 2008

havent been posting for a while, so yea, i shall make an effort to post more often.
i lost control of myself today, and i cried. so what, doesnt mean boys cant cry. =)
i was trying my best to hold back my tears but i couldnt. well i feel better now. anyways babe, if youd ever see this post, : i wont find another yup. not now, not ever.

whenever i screw things up,
whenever i am down,
whenever i am lost,
whenever i am lonely,
youll always be there for me, whenever, wherever.
just know that where ever u might be, even if we/re at the ends of the world,
ill never forget you, our hearts would stil be linked as 1.

DEAR GOD- avenged sevenfold.

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

-end-

babe, ill be waiting to see you again, even if its just for a few seconds, it doesnt matter. ill be thinking of ya everynight. hopefully when u look up into the alaskan night sky and see all those stars, itll remind you of my sparkiling eys. =)

Posted by mshs1234 at 21:07

Thursday 3 April 2008

MR VA-CHYE-NA.wtf sia he. if he sees this post, im sure he come finding me. oh well, todays ENGLISH class was super boring, every1 was like not paying attention, throwing stuff around and making our class smell much better. (with the smashed up fruits at the back of the class) MR CHYE-NA was like "bastard la you all, 1hr plus lesson cant even finish a single worksheet!" What a joke. but hes somewhat a nice guy too. ( i hope he sees this, so maybe he can pull up my marks)

did you guys view him on friendster? well i suggest you add him. :)

Labels: WTF

Posted by mshs1234 at 15:40

Monday 31 March 2008

Love Me- Collin Raye. 'my respects for him'
"I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept in his his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said, Boy, you might not understand.
But a long, long time ago...
Grandma's daddy didnt like me none
But I love your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is wad it said
CHORUS

If you get there before i do
Dont give up on me
Ill meet you when your chores are through
I dont know how long Ill be
But Im not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
Ill be loving you Love me.

I read those words just before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
Where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry
In all my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
CHORUS

Between now and then
Till I see you again
Ill be loving you Love me.

Meaningful song. Wonderful. great song there. I WANNA PERFORM THIS SONG.

Posted by mshs1234 at 21:21

Monday 24 March 2008

ive nothing to do now thats why im posting. life has been smooth flowing for me these few months cos ive found someone i really love. HAHA. but i feel so happy whenever i see her smile, sad when i see her frown. (tho she usually doesnt) she easily affects my daily mood. =) oh ya and shes been teaching me lots of new stuff, IT FEELS GREAT SERIOUSLY. i realised now that a relationship includes both emotional and physical stuff. HAHA :D

okay okay my monitor position is in danger cause ive not been paying much attention in class lately, so i bttr pay more attention! ALL THANKS TO ERNIE and XIANG JIE, how do you want me to concentrate. oh oh, plus that H. ben he keeps turing arnd and giving me that wierd smile that makes me go " Horny Ben!" then he will say something like... "i missed u marcus" then im like... " i missed you too ben". xD LOL gays. Yup. haha.

Posted by mshs1234 at 19:45

Friday 18 January 2008

eh retarded sia. our class tshirt is going to be out soon. yea. jue hong. im finally the monitor and ure the chairman again. damn u sia. nv let me be. I WN DER LER. anyways. im damn bored. SEC 2 BASTARD